Episode 4: That's The Raw Emotion Baby
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My first neck would be the pit to get to Step or climb and more perfectly position this body More to the left, tuck in the crevice Of a three million year old rock No scent around only hard rock Disciplinary action could stop Reference some other podcast before I did this but I just found it too mundane So I decided to record the intro and There won't be an outro today but Just an intro Just like how I like it, you know I'm gonna try to keep the mic level the same today, you know Don't wanna create any nausea, man Don't wanna make you guys puke when you're listening to this That wouldn't be good But, uh Any topics today? Yeah There is, there is a couple I wanted to talk about copyright issues, you know What does it mean to develop your own company and then Publish your own art and then Have a copyright established within it, you know What's that even mean, you know You know If you're a chef, you're building a menu You want that stuff copyrighted, right? If you wanna be the best at whatever you're doing You want that to be copyrighted, right? It's, it's only facts, honestly I think I want my stuff copyrighted, you know I've stayed up late thinking about ways to copyright it in In unique ways so it can't be Ripped off or anything Especially art and music Um I won't distort the image But I might as well just Plaster my name everywhere, you know Plaster it so My name is so evident But it's also part of the art You know If you Try to steal my art You're gonna notice that It's Nubesans, it's not anybody else's, you know And I want that for everyone else You know, we build something As we're conditioned to do With our brains We build things, we We nourish things Whether it's life, like family or Growing a child We build things, we build houses We build communities We build examples, you know We build Everything, honestly We try to do it minimalistic We try to do it chaotic You know, we do it in many ways But we build things That's the point of why we're here So if you're just gonna sit around all day Or you're just gonna stand there And you're not gonna take action, you know If there's nothing itching you Then you might as well be like I don't know I don't even think about I mean, sometimes I do Sometimes I'm on the bus and I imagine What do these people do when they get home, you know Like, what do they Inspire to be? Do they just get scared, you know From their own, like, dreams? Or do they use it as encouragement To work harder in life? Because some people There's a difference between The kind of caliber of person I'm talking about here I'm talking about someone who Doesn't appreciate The kind of gifts they receive, you know They have a gift of life Where they could start their day And end it with new and improved things That other people don't have the chance of So they have their own roads But they don't, you know They don't start the car They don't get in the car They don't get to A to B They don't try And then there's also another kind of person Who Can't, unfortunately Do those specific dreams that they set out Or think about or ponder on They don't do it because they use it As, by any means, necessary Like, they're afraid, you know Of Losing that dream That is encouraging them To get up every day And work their ass off, you know That's what's keeping them From not selling everything And going to live on the streets Or Selling everything and then Getting to their dream and Getting too scared and then going to the streets, you know It's sad But it's a step of faith Maybe they didn't have the right encouragement To To really, like, vocalize In their own self Or to someone else Or on paper Or through an expression They just work their ass off And they completely try to think about it But there's so much distraction in their life It's almost impossible Anyways, that's the kind of caliber of person I was thinking of Just the other day But Copyright issues, you know You gotta protect yourself That's what I want for everyone else I wanna have A sort of Just, like Outlet, you know You write it And you copyright it You put it out there And you're like, okay, it's done Everything's done, everything's complete But it's not And it shouldn't be It's like you You're drinking, like A bottle of water, throwing it out It goes to the landfill or Whatever, it gets crushed down And whatever, whatever, whatever I'm just saying, it keeps going What you're doing, it keeps going And it shouldn't stop I mean by that, you're You're making your own craft And what you're doing shouldn't be the end of it I think you should make infinite amount of Of pages for your portfolio You should have an infinite amount Don't stop Man, fuck all these inspiration videos Honestly All you need is what I'm saying right now Is infinite Infinite, just think infinite That's it, just think infinite Because what are you trying to do? You're not trying to time stamp your life You're not going to be the The legend that you think you are When you're 19 or When you're like just 20 Or whatever age you are The legend Now you must have been watching too much TV because The way that you form an expression Is literally It's personal right And I don't need to know about it Like I don't need to know about it I don't need to know Your tricks I know that I'm saying some of my tricks I'm contradicting myself here But For me I started this podcast because I don't want to Really like listen To To any BS You know, I don't want to like just talk about BS, so I don't want to hear it I don't want to talk about it And I'm only doing this podcast because My school For like a school assignment Because I'm in college right now But honestly, what I do When I'm not doing this podcast Because I do this You know, like free handed Because I don't mind if nobody Listens to it I don't care I don't care if my art Is never seen, I don't care I'd rather stay Hidden And stay hidden I want you, I want everybody I don't care About everybody I say this a lot, just because I think a lot There's so much thoughts going on In my head And I can't just say one thing I have to say everybody I have to include everybody in it So what I'm saying is everybody Everybody flies Like imagine How airplanes move around the world You see them going in the sky They're above everybody They're flying around and there's about I don't know, let's say there's a million Airplanes all over the world They're all flying, they're all A to B coordinating With each other, etc And then let's just say You You crash land Okay, you crash land In the middle of nowhere, okay It's just a flat field It's not a farmer's field, it's just a flat field Of grass, like tall grass You crash and then You get up And let's just say Like 30,000 years have gone by Enough time for evolution This is all fantasy right now I'm just trying to set an example here But you get out You look up, you see the airplanes flying above Everyone's working, everyone's collaborating Everyone's publishing And doing the projects and whatever Then you crash land You get out And you're human But then you evolve into a plant And then you grow And then you spread your roots Down into the Earth, and then there you are Next thing you know You're some kind of invasive species Who just Sprawls across the planet And here you are Taking up Let's just say a million times Larger than what everyone else Has in the sky Everyone has their own path in the sky Their own little Zone To fly in And here you are On the ground Tapped into some kind of Reality where you can Get away from it all And spread your roots Larger than anyone else Has Because there's nothing holding you back It's just infinite Infinite amount of space for you to work with You're just creating And you know There's philosophy behind this Sure that you can take away Like Oh you need people to work That's true You do need people to write a poem about Because I don't know Whether it's a woman or a guy Whatever you're into That makes you feel Emotions Like love or Being afraid of somebody Like a bully Or Or the power Behind a monopoly system In life We all need people to achieve those kind of Emotions And that springs from How far do you wanna be Different than anyone else You wanna be different than anyone else Then Wait hold on I'm trying to say here's There's emotion behind The things everyone does And that bleeds into artwork And crafts and movies And anything that evolves art Or culture Any country in the world Has people and it evolves them Chatting and You know Soundboarding each other And everything else You know But What I'm trying to say maybe is It's time to take a different route It's time for you to Literally spread your roots Differently Create something bigger Than yourself And Just take a different route Different road Without people maybe If that's what it takes Look at me talking here Anyway Second thing I wanna talk about was Culture Cause that Culture is You know what Culture is man It's unfamiliar to you So that's what it is Most people out there They're too pride Prideful to see Other cultures Which is fine There's a lot of great people Who are dedicated to Serving their country And the people And giving back money To the poorest people In the communities There's all those kind of great people And musicians But There's Unknown stories that May influence you In just the right way So I would say The lesson of today is Go and learn a new Country that interests you Because of the people maybe Or Maybe cause you have a friend who's from there And you wanna learn more about it Go ahead, learn more about it And learn more about the history And look how everything ties into Almost everything ties into Colonization And how the western hemisphere The whole entire continent From Alaska to Argentina You know, you know We're all foreigners to this whole western hemisphere So Once you dig deeper into that Then you can see how emotions Strike you as you read through This list of Fucking Blood, you know It's a lot And That's Something that you can always touch into as As the rawness of Humanity and where it might have Gone wrong And if you've never tapped into your Emotional state or side You might say, well I think it was the right choice Cause look at civilization Civilization is, look at it You wouldn't have your Your iPhone, your fucking Laptop, you wouldn't have any of that Bullshit Or you wouldn't have Costco or whatever, you know So There's those idiots Who don't realize A lot of things in life And you know, those people are obstacles cause They're just Sad cause They're either jealous And they won't ever tell you But they're jealous Second lesson Second lesson of today is Don't get mad at people man Just be the biggest person You can be, that's it You know Cause most of the time They're just jealous, they're just Idiots And those idiots get clowned on Alright, that's the podcast And I'll see you next Wednesday Thank you very much That's the newest on podcast and I hope everyone is Enjoying themselves this weekend And to all the college Students Last week was break week So I hope you're all good and submitting all your assignments Cause that's what matters is submitting assignments You know You wanna get paid in life Get through your program already And start getting paid In the job you wanna do And then after work, go and do your artwork Okay, that's the podcast Thank you very much for listening And sorry about the rat today I'll try to improve it next episode Okay, see you everyone
