Episode 5: Ambient Sleeper

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Ambient sleeper words for you to sleep to. What is it that you are, what is it that you are going to do today? Are you going to wait till high or noon? Will you get more for what you've paid for? How much money did you deposit today into what you bet on? But then forget it, because it's cold out today and it's not warm anymore. November, November.
So you get out of your home and then you get into your walking. Your walking, because I assume you know how to walk on your own without being uncomfortable. I assume you know how to step in stride.
And I assume you know where your eyes lay. And I assume you know what to say to someone today. Because I don't want you to look foolish when it comes to knowing if you want to.
Because today and tomorrow will just pass through. So don't be awkward and don't be embarrassed. You are on your way if you can clear it.
If you can put in more money. If you can put in more money, meaning personal health, not currency. Separate the two and go back to the start.
And I don't care what it is. If you think you're funny. If you think you're smart.
If you think you're strong. If you think you're prideful. Just do it right.
This is the answer you've been looking for. To align and wipe the downtime tonight. To figure out love.
To forget is love. As we evolve and spiral above. So take your time and write.
And long your process to an extent. Make it longer. Make it long.
Make it long. Make it longer. Make it long.
When you come to my room to do the cleanses you pour. If I had to. Get out of your extent.
I'd rather not. If I had to choose. If I had to choose.
I would walk really fast. I would walk on the runway. I mean this in the best way possible.
In a rush. I want you to exist. Don't get crushed.
Against the logic. Please pave it. Monetistic.
Cynic. Hot. Fractal.
Good. Stubborn. Practitioner.
And summit. Against. The cure.
Death if I don't follow. Won't grow. How I decide.
No, I don't want to talk about it. Fear lies, road, reflect. I lift up.
I lift up your mood today. To tell you. That you should.
You should examine. This is music. And this is art.
The consequences for not relying on yourself, and I mean you when I talk about art. It only affects you, and not to me, and not to those who are just finding their way home. Because unlike a lot of things today, like a lot of things today, this won't be a warning.
I don't think I should give warnings. I don't think I should give examples. I don't think I should ever say another name.
I don't think I should. Then watch what I should do, and come back and tell me, and then say something else. Because you know what? What does it even matter? What does it even matter if you want to? You just come back, and then I come to see me.
And right through you I can tell you that you don't need me, and I don't need you. I can find someone else, and so can you. So I tell you this now.
I can tell you this now, as I am on the surface. I don't need a purpose. I look at the sky, and I ask why.
And the response I get is, I don't need a purpose. I live on the surface. And the response I get is, I live on the surface.
And I don't need a purpose. And the response I get is, I live on the surface. And I don't need a purpose.
So, what are you going to do today? Because some people think it's okay to take advantage of the fact that nothing lines up. Everything's a chaotic mess. Nothing can be held in your hand.
It slips right in, right out through. So some people think it's okay to examine this life with insanity. So are you going to do that? And then some people think nothing is better.
Are you just going to sit in limbo then? There is no limbo. There is no best place in the sky. Or there is no deep underground fire.
There's only living on the surface. And we feel like we don't have a purpose, but the change or pride. But then, clean it.
Bleach it. It's either you be the change. Or you provide for others.
As you explore your family and what physical benefits you have in your life. And what career. And how much income.
And how structured your house is. When you sit down, you have a reliable amount of high. Just at your own fingertips.
It costs for free. You can't question everything forever. You just can't.
You can't hate the same person forever because somebody's going to get hurt. I think you should find love. Constantly questioned if you're above.
What kind of caliber? I think you should be the mean mentalist. Existentialist that you are. That's if you're happy with who you are.
Being happy with who you are is. Is something that you should leave untouched. If you're happy with who you are.
Don't explore existentialism. What I've just mentioned is the obvious. But it's not for everyone.
It's one way to look at life. And it's one expression after another. And I want you to be happy.
Then explore it if you don't have to. If you're content. If there was no rush in your blood.
At a ripe age then. I don't have to say to you. The only thing I have to say to you is.
I think you could find your answers that you're looking for. Nowhere. Unless you're young again.
Which is impossible. You're wasting time. Or you wasted time.
To rebel is a. It's not hereditary. It's not a disease. I go to Gonkun College campus.
And I'm a journalist. I write a lot. I'm so rich.
With myself I don't need. The extent. I'll never reach for the arm of.
Of wealth. In the end. When I get to the road.
That I've made for myself. I'll make enough money for myself. And I'll give back.
I'll only ever make enough money. It can't be duplicated. For myself.
I don't need. Just a fact that I got this. I don't need a million dollars.
I only need enough money to survive on my own. I have. I'll give it back.
To give back. To the community. To the poor.
To the poor. Communities. Projectile.
It's not my remedy. It's yours. So take.
Take what? What kind of words. What kind of words. What kind of words move you past.
Your situation. What kind of words. What kind of words.
Move you past your situation. What kind of words can you put together. What kind of words can you pull out without hesitation.
And what kind of words. Without. if it disturbs your connections and what kind of words can then you withdraw and destroy like Buddhists do with their sand sculptures.
What kind of person do you vividly dream of? How many times a week do you pull out your phone? And how many times a week should you put it down? You know what you should do? You feel anxious, hesitant. It's not your head that needs to be bashed against the wall if that's how you feel. It's what you do.
And how stupid or clueless can be within your phone. It's what it is. Just destroy it.
Find priority in separating career and everything else. That's wrong. Career, then everything else.
Your phone goes into career. Put it right into that basket. That basket can go into your closet and that closet can go in the guest room.
And that guest room can go into your friend's apartment. Okay? That's where it is. And you go there.
You make the journey. You rush. And then you come out creative and untouched because you've taken the time each night to be by yourself within your own sound of head bites.
There's no more rest and there's no more unrestful nights. It's either you think too much and it's your head or it's your phone that you grasp until you're dead. What kind of fucking person? I know the kind of person.
I see them a lot. Since high school, middle school, then little school, I've been, I've been, I've been in phases of foolishness, foolishness, lustfulness, creativeness, extent, the extent, bliss. It doesn't matter.
You want to be sad, happy, angry, whatever, disgusted, gross. What do you think it is? That you should stay one thing every day? One thing all the time? Have you not learned anything from the movie Inside Out? A movie made for children and adults? Is that the moral is just mix your emotions together and come out a mix of things that, that you can breathe out, breathe out unapologetically because without yourself, these motions wouldn't exist. So you, you therefore control them.
And I believe this is the strongest remedy. There's no more me. It's the environment that makes me spark my energy, energy, not spiritually or religious.
There's nothing here that devotes you to be able to get on your knees and give forgiveness to someone else's creative endeavors, religious dream. This is your dream. This is what I've been talking about.
Ever since you put your phone down, you should be able to have your own dreams, the same dreams that started religions, the same dreams that started many things in this world that you think are impossible, that you give applause for. And it's always there. It's always been there.
You don't need prison time. You don't need country time. Well, you might need labor time.
All right, you might need labor time. Because nothing is more important than physicality. I'm not saying be obese.
I'm not saying do that to yourself. But if that's who you are, then it's who you are and your brain is inside of you. Like I said, it's what makes you, you.
Anyway, I'm saying when your imagination is so strong, therefore summing up everything I've been saying, when your imagination is so strong, what's the point? What's the point when your imagination is so strong? I know what it is. Tire yourself out. Tire yourself out.
Look at Celine Dion. Good example of someone who tired themselves out from doing what they love. It's just like what I'm doing right now.
I'm tiring myself out just from having this little talk. This little talk in a microphone. There's no end result.
There's definitely no end result. You can fear the end result, which is death. But there's nobody there to really, really guide you into it.
You know what you can get? You can get it. You can reach for it. I don't believe in anything else other than that.
I think people get high because, you know what, take anything you want. Take any words that fear you or message in your brain that you've learned from someone else fear you. Let it.
Let it. Use those words and say, yeah, yeah. Use it by yourself when you're alone.
Question the deepest and the most profound fucking questions ever. Just like what I just said. I believe people get high because, which is such a broad question that can't be answered.
It's also a stupid question because everyone's different. Therefore, everyone gets high for different reasons. That's it.
So, being broad versus being authentic or stubborn. Maybe you're thinking too much. That's why you're here.
Maybe you're just thinking. Thinking about doing something. A finalized thought about something.
You want to tie it up, right? Put it at the bottom of the lake, right? I don't know. I think there's a lot of good things in life. And the best things in life are those that take you through winter.
Winter can be anything to you. Winter can be anything to you. Winter can be, be that, the harmonization of what harms you.
Use your deepest soul. Your deepest, your deepest, your deepest. This is, this is, this is, this is the grand suffix, you know? This is it.
Take me through it. Take me through my winter. Take me through it.
Let me see the other side. Take me through it. You know, you could say that to a loved one.
Take me through it. Take me through it and I'll take it, I'll take you through it too. I'll take you through your winter.
I'll get you to the other side. There's no doubt. There's no doubt, you know? And that's the Nuva San podcast.
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